Friends.... Who are they actually??

Well... Just to clarify... This post is not about my friends(except a few that calls me friends but... )Lol...

Well... in my world... a friend... is actually quite simple to be defined... he/she is just a person that you would help whenever you can... and will also help you whenever he/she can...no asking or pleading or begging or whatever needed... just a glance and he/she'll know what to do...*ma english sucks!!!*

But... Nowadays...in the so called "real world" or "reality"... friends are just simply people who you can talk along with... can just crap about anything... and make you feel that you don't have any responsibilities at the moment(only)... what my parents call "can hee-hee-haa-haa" with... but when the time comes that you need their help desperately(of course it's something serious, or else i won't use the word desperately... XD) ... they'll just walk away from you... and o yea... i forgot to add... whenever they need your help... they'll treat you very very very very very well(speak nicely to you.. give you some treats... give you whatever you want... "polish your shoes" until you can even look at your face with it... etc. etc.) ... and after helping them... without a "thanks"... they'll just walk away as if you never helped them at all... wow... i'm starting to regret helping these people again and again and again and again and again... well... you get what i mean... and also... after helping you... they'll just describe the tiny little favour they did for you into something like:"well... i've saved your life from being killed by (whatever you're most afraid of... fill in the blank... XD)" wow... are they just great in claiming for gratitudes and helps or what... Summary: they're just the people who wants you to help them without expecting any rewards... but only helping you if there's some 利害关系／利益关系...

well... luckily... for most of these people around me... i don't really get that close to them... our relationship is either "working partners" or what i like to call "hi-bye-friend"... which... i don't have to be so helpful with them and i don't need to ask for their help either... XD we'll just say a hi and bye whenever we meet... that's all... XD

what's happening in this society?? what's causing these people to behave like this??!! still in search for the answer... can anyone give me the answer or at least guide me to the answer?? getting very frustrated seeing these people around me... can i at least make them change that little bit?? to at least care for the people around them with their heart but not their minds which are always thinking about what will they get in the end?? don't think so... i can just hope that the situation get a bit better... that's all... damn pissed off!!! frustrated!!! tired!!! sick!!! damn!!!



From: Shawn
Zuo Hao

11.05pm 21/11/2008 friday