Saturday, October 25, 2008

Walking into others' life... and leaving it... without leaving anything behind... none at all...

There's a rule in Forest reserves... "take nothing but photographs... and leave nothing but footsteps..."

Am i not even comparable to a forest?? yea... maybe i am... i'm seriously very surprised that i can get to know someone... and i thought i knew the persons quite well... and suddenly... i found out that i'm just a nothing in everyone's life and memories... it's just like i don't even exist in their worlds... is it my own problem?? or is it their fault?? guess it's my own problem... maybe i'm just too annoying and irritating to be remembered... this world is seriously a very dangerous place... or maybe it's just because i'm too lazy and lousy to face everything?? looks like everything's my oen problem... guess i can't just blame others... it's all my fault.. *siiiiiiiiiiighsssssssssssss*

looks like i'll have to get used to walking into others' memories without leaving a trace inside... although i failed to do so since i was born................ it's a hard thing to do.......... hope i'll succeed...



林宥嘉 - 再别康桥

轻轻的我走了
正如我轻轻的来
我轻轻地招手
作别西天的云彩

那河畔的金柳
是夕阳中的新娘
波光里的艳影
在我心头荡漾

寻梦撑一支一支长篙
向青草更青处漫溯
满载一船一船星辉
在星辉斑斓里放歌

软泥上的青荇
油油的在水底招摇
在康河的柔波里
我甘心做一条水草

那榆阴下的一潭
不是清泉是天上虹
揉碎在浮藻间
沉淀着彩虹似的梦

但我不能不能放歌
悄悄是别离的笙箫
夏虫也为我为我沉默
沉默是今晚的康桥

悄悄的我走了走了
正如我悄悄的来
我挥一挥衣袖衣袖
不带走一片云彩



突然爱上了这首歌。。。它是在说我心情吗??不是啊。。。它是安宁吗?? 适合在睡觉的时候听吗?? 可是在这个时候的我。。。觉得它很灰。。。很蓝。。。一听就渗入我的心。。。完全不需问过我的允许。。。唉。。。我不是轻轻地走。。。而是无声息地走了。。。我没挥衣袖。。。留不下东西。。。却带走了很多回忆。。。自私的我。。。有可能能够适应这种生活吗??不知道。。。但愿答案能够在终有一天被我找到吧。。。

Friday, October 3, 2008

HK Dramas...

Hey guyz... just want to introduce this website to you... this is where i download my astro on demand dramas... XD if i'm not mistaken... about 99% of the dramas are there... accompanied by drama synopsis and also other details... XD feel free to go visit the website... the link is on my blog list... mushiemoshiu... XD Just go to the "My Favourite Drama" site after going to the link... XD Enjoy...

Tagged by Mrs. Jung... T_T""

Name 20 people randomly. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey. Don't read the questions but name the 20 people first...
01.Sai Lou Happylouis
02.Korx TC
03.Chee Tat
04.GrandNephew Chee Ching
05.Kar Yee
06.Seow May
07.Ching Sin
08.YH
09.Korx SY
10.Cai Yi
11.Miss Q
12.Leng Ooi
13.Yi Jing
14.Susen
15.Daron
16.Jin Bang
17.The person who tagged me Mrs. Jung
18.Greffer
19.Snoopy
20.Woodstock

1.How did you meet number 18?
Lol... err... he's my erhu teacher...met him the first day i learnt erhu... XD


2. What will happen if you have not met number 17?

I won't be tagged now... XD

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated?
SY n woodstock ar... err... lol... They'll be gay... XD


4. What if number 5 and 10 dated?
Kar Yee n Cai Yi... err... speechless...

5. Describe number 1.
Best person ever in my life... XD

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive?

Lol... YH ar... err... yea lar... he spent only about 3 days to let 99% of form 6 to get to know about him... XD is he not attractive or what??!!

7. Describe number 7.
Hmn... The girl who always hits me really hard on my arms... *pain*

8. Do you know any family members of 12?

Err... Went to her house before... seen her parents... but not her brothers... XD Her mom can really bake!!!!

9. What languages do number 15 speak?
He ar... cantonese and english lor... and also a little bit of "cacated" Chinese... XD

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with?
Lol... I hope i know... XD o yea... his viola?? XD

11. How old is number 16 this year?
Err... He should be bigger than me by 2 years... 19?? XD

12. Who's number 2 favourite singer?
Err... Singer... I don't know... Musician?? Yanni!!! XD

13. When is the last time you spoke to number 13?
Err... Let's see......................................................................

14. Have you ever dated number 4?
I'm not a gay... Lol...

15. Would you ever date number 19?
Lol... Should i say... NEVER!!! ?? XD

16. Is number 3 single?
Yes he is... hmn... I wonder he's still available?? He quite a nice guy... Girls... Better grab him fast... XD

17. What is number 10 last name?
YI

18. Would you be in a relationship with number 11?
Lol... Miss Q ar... I think she's not available liao lor... XD In the future?? Lol... She's like... Uni grad. liao... XD

19. What is the school of number 13?
She was in CHS as well... Now ar... UTM... XD

20. Where does number 6 stay?
Not telling... XD

21. What is your favourite thing about number 5?
Err... She can be quite caring if she wants to... XD

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked?
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oh,this is cool...gonna tag some 38 frens to play with:
Dowan tag lar... feel very bad after tagging... XD